Await Your Reply

Await Your Reply: A fascinating journey behind the mask of identity.

Ryan is in danger. Jay drives him--and his severed hand packed in ice in a beer cooler--to the emergency room.

Lucy has left Ohio with her high school English teacher, George Orson, and ends up in an abandoned motel in Nebraska next to a dried up lake where the main feature is a lighthouse.

Miles has never given up searching for his twin brother Hayden. Hayden has led him a merry chase all around the country and, finally, away from the half-life Miles began in Cleveland, Ohio, up to Canada. The doctors called Hayden a paranoid-schizophrenic, but Hayden sees himself as a canny observer of truth, the victim of a hypnotist who opened the floodgates to all his past lives.

As disparate as these peoples' lives seem to be, each is connected by a single thread, Hayden Cheshire. Each is infected with a desire to become someone or something else.

Dan Chaon begins Await Your Reply with a life and death situation and ends with a man ready to shed the layers of the lives he has led. Along with the people he has known, he reinvents himself and purges his memory of all attachments in hopes of finding some sense of self and peace. What Chaon asks throughout this sprawling novel is whether identity is mutable. Are we the sum total of the facts or the accumulation of experience? Can we keep reinventing ourselves until we find the persona that fits?

What begins with a frantic race ends with a slow drive toward an empty horizon, rambling through a series of vignettes like a shell game centered on Hayden and Miles Cheshire. It is, as Shakespeare wrote, 'A tale, told by a mad man, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing,' but the nothing is the nothing each of the characters descends into in search of something more