In a new tell-all track, Kelly Rowland, former member of power group Destiny’s Child, reveals an abusive past along with envy for friend and co-Child, Beyonce.

According to Necole Bitchie, the song premiered on Power 105.1FM’s Breakfast Club this morning.

The track, titled “Dirty Laundry,” explores Rowland’s jealousy with Beyonce’s undeniable success, however she sings, “Went our separate ways but I was happy she was killin' it.”

Rowland’s personal life involved an abusive boyfriend, but while Beyonce’s career took off, Rowland sings off Beyonce’s advice to leave the abusive relationship: “Kind of lucky I was in her shadow / Phone call from my sister / Whats the matter? / She said Oh no, you’ve got to leave.”

After the song’s premiere, Rowland’s ex-fiancé tweeted, claiming he was not the abusive boyfriend, Necole Bitchie reported.

Now that the dirty laundry has been aired, you can check out the song below.

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