Lindsay Lohan sat down with mentor Oprah Winfrey in her first interview post-rehab, during which she admitted she’s addicted to alcohol and chaos and remains adamant her rocky past is behind her.

Lohan, 27, is off of everything, even quitting Adderall, which is huge for her. She explained she’s only taking “vitamins” and “Nexium. Because I have acid reflux.”

“I feel whole again,” she revealed, Access Hollywood reports, “and I have such a desire to want to keep this feeling and stay this way, and I’m willing to do whatever it takes.”
The Mean Girls star said her attempt at sobriety is different this time because she finally learned to “shut up and listen.”

E! Online reports she was “willing” to do the work to turn her life around, which is what makes this time successful.

After six attempts at rehab, Lohan maintained she’s in a “different headspace” and admitted she’s “tired. I've lived so many lifetimes at this point and it's not interesting to me anymore.”

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