Liberty Ross, who was married to Snow White and the Huntsman director, Rupert Sanders, for 11 years when he was caught cheating with actress Kristen Stewart in July 2012.
She gave their marriage her all but ultimately filed for divorce in January 2013. The British model said she has “no words” to describe the ordeal but tried her best in the December issue of Vanity Fair.
"It was horrible. It was really the worst, really the worst,” she said. “I have no words to describe what we went through. But I think, for me, something always has to completely die for there to be a rebirth. And, for me, I feel like I'm going through a rebirth."
Ross has two children with Sanders; Skyla, 7, and son Tennyson, 5. Stewart was in a long-term relationship with her Twilight co-star Robert Pattinson at the time, but they have also called it quits since the affair happened, Us Weekly notes.
"I'm not a quitter. I've done everything I could to be the perfect wife and mother and really support my husband. But I just didn't have any more to give, you know?" she asked.
She admitted the marriage didn’t feel “100 percent right” at times but she maintained a façade that they “had it all” in public. “I had times when I felt very lonely, very disconnected from Rupert. We'd lost our real connection,” she said.
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