Kristen Stewart is opening up about her past mistakes in her relationship with her Twilight Saga co-star Robert Pattinson in the March 2014 issue of Marie Claire.
She doesn’t directly mention her Snow White and the Huntsman director Rupert Sanders, who she was publicly caught having an affair with, but does say she owns up to her past mistakes.
“I stand by every mistake I've ever made, so judge away," she told the magazine.
She also talked about not having a type now that she’s single. "You don't know who you will fall in love with. You just don't. You don't control it. Some people have certain things, like, 'That's what I'm going for,' and I have a subjective version of that. I don't pressure myself," she explained.
"If you fall in love with someone, you want to own them—but really, why would you want that? You want them to be what you love. I'm much too young to even have an answer for that question.”
According to E! Online after her break-up with Pattinson she took road trips with friends and stayed away from working for a bit.
With that said, she said she likes getting “thrown into the unknown and then finding my way.”
She continued, "Dude, I have no idea what I'm doing, and that's kind of how I love it. I had no idea Twilight was going to be huge. Certain movies I've done I thought were going to be amazing did nothing. So it's fun not having so much control. It's kind of a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants lifestyle—it's fun, but it's scary as f--k. If it's not scary, it's usually—you kind of have to step back and go, 'You're probably making this decision because it's right on paper.' But unless you get that irking fear, it's not right."
image: Marie Claire