A make-up free Caitlyn Jenner pondered the massive responsibility she has to represent the transgender community correctly as the most recognizable trans role model out there in her docu-series I Am Cait.

In a new clip, she’s seen up at 4:30am, not able to sleep because of the stress that comes with that duty.

"I feel bad that these young people are going through such a difficult time in their life,” she said about the young trans community, Us Weekly reports.

“We don’t want people dying over this, murdered. What a responsibility I have toward this community. . . My mind's just spinning with thoughts," she goes on.

This was a major topic of her ESPYs speech when she accepted the Arthur Ashe Courage Award. She also talked about championing for the community, saying "Trans people deserve something vital: They deserve your respect.”

In the premiere episode of her docu-series, she meets with the mother of transgender teen Kyler Prescott, who committed suicide in May.

I Am Cait premieres Sunday, July 26 on E!.

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