Josh Duggar’s cousin, Amy Duggar, isn’t holding back her feelings on her disgraced cousin as he’s away in a longterm treatment center.

She wrote in a blog post titled "Changes" that as she was planning her wedding to Dillon King over the summer, she found out "one of my family members made some terrible confessions."

The molestation scandal broke in May, and Amy wrote on her blog she “knew nothing” about him touching his sisters inappropriately as a teen until it went public. She also wrote about the August Ashley Madison leak and Josh subsequently admitting to cheating on his wife, Anna.

“Rage came over me, sadness crept in, and reality sat in that the person I had known my entire life turned out to be a fraud, and a complete stranger," she wrote. "I’ve always heard that there were people in this world that lived a double life, but I never thought that someone so close to home would be living a lie."