Scott Disick’s first face-to-face with Kourtney Kardashian and her family after their split in July aired on Keeping Up with the Kardashians on Sunday night, which showed an emotional side of the father of three.

Disick apologized to Kourtney, her sister Kim and Khloe Kardashian, and their mom Kris Jenner for his actions in the emotional sit-down.

He expressed his desire to get Kourtney back, and even dropped a bombshell that he would want to kill himself if it weren’t for Mason, 6, Penelope, 3, and Reign, 1.

"If I didn't have those kids, I would kill myself," he said. "But I have them and I'm going to be here and I'm going to make it right for them.”

He added, “I just hope that somehow, God can like, give me a chance or us a chance at this. It's weird to lose that many people that quick, you know."

Disick also told them he had been out with multiple girls and partying up a storm after their split just to numb the pain, since he’s an only child and his parents are both dead so he has no support.

"I realize I'm in the wrong,” he told them. “I've been in the wrong a long time.”

Khloe was most definitely the hardest on Disick, and it seems she's still not on the best terms with him when she tweeted during the episode: