It’s too soon after Big Ang’s death for her Mob Wives co-stars to watch the show, at least for Drita D’Avanzo.

D’Avanzo took to Twitter on Feb. 24, when a new episode aired on Vh1, to explain why she didn’t live tweet the episode like she usually does each week.

D’Avanzo had a close friendship with Big Ang, and spent five seasons of the reality show filming with her. They were often seen on the show having fun together and sticking by each other’s sides through the drama with the other women.

After Big Ang’s death earlier this month, D’Avanzo reacted on Twitter by writing, “I will see you again one day my friend...I will miss every minute of u until then. I love you.”