More content from Holly Madison’s memoir is surfacing, which details her life inside the gates of the famous Playboy mansion as Hugh Hefner’s No. 1 girlfriend.
As we previously reported, an excerpt that came out this week includes Madison talking about emotional abuse she suffered as well as Hefner trying to “buy” her by including her in his will when trying to convince her not to leave him.
People reports she’s now talking about Hefner’s highly speculated on sex life, writing, “When I think about it now, it's almost comical. Every red-blooded American male has no doubt fantasized about what went on in Hugh Hefner's bedroom with his harem of blond bombshells. The answer? Not a whole lot.”
She said the girlfriends would go into Hefner’s bedroom one by one and wait in his bathroom but they “tried to get it over with as quickly as possible." That often happened, as she explained, "My turn was over just as quickly as it had started."
She also got serious in one part of the book, admitting she contemplated suicide to escape her “vacant” life.
Madison recalled taking a bath and thinking, “If I just put my head under water and take a deep breath in, it would all be over."
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