Christina Milian is letting fans and audiences into her life with her E! reality show, Turned Up. During the most recent eposide, Milian explained that she really thought that she would eventually marry her now ex-boyfriend Lil' Wayne.

In a clip released by E!, Milian explains that Lil' Wayne is a good guy, but things hadn't been going well.

"My guy is a good guy too, but we're driving each other crazy right now. It's like he's way too far away for us to be trying to like fix something and it's like and it's so... it's such a really big deal, it's the worst it's ever gotten before," said Milian in the Turned Up clip.

Wayne and Milian are currently broken up but the two have been working together on music and just shot a music video for Milian's latest single, "Do It." The two broke up back in early September but the singer has been very open about the facts that she still has feelings towards Wayne.